I don't know why I always decide to "do internet" so late. All I find are articles on nothing and nonsense. I always seem to log into my favorite mmo and do absolutely nothing for a good 45 minutes before I decide to "do" something. By then, I decide to log, no sense in getting involved in late night activities.
I am "sick" of the current state of my...
Well, let's back up. It has been sometime since I posted. Hello. Although, no one hears me, just talking is nice.
Anyway, blah blah, ... state of my job situation. It seems to me that I was put into this World to serve a greater purpose than resolve your Exchange/SQL... blah
It has no substance, no fire, no fun. It is not something I am "making" and displaying and saying, "Hey, hey, everyone look, look what I made! Isn't it ________?".
Yeah, I have been steering way clear of the ole' photography train for a long time now. Leave it to my loving and wonderful in-laws to let that bug bite and infect my soul. Now, I can hardly take my mind of lighting, aperature and the "best shot" wherever I am.
I am want to explore free lance, you know, making a living off the power of my craft. Sounds great and feels great too. I think about and try to put it out there like a dream born. (No, I will not say nasty "V-word"). The praise in my heart drowns out the dread in my mind. Working for thine own self.
I have done this before and it can be quite disturbing. I need to take care of my family.
yeah... the moment is gone... it got late all of a sudden.
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